Now I Learnt That There's Nothing EASY in LIFE

im facing a real high difficulty!!
haihz.. my mom seems like doesnt wan me play this u18 state competition
cos its killing me, tiring me and the competition is at Sabah! she says its too far~~!!
haih haih haih!!
summore camp 7days at rawang.. she say too far???
wtf!? last time semenyih oso dint say anything??
maybe cause the fact tht now my knee having difficulties la.. haih~~!
mothers~~~... maybe its for my own good T.T

in other words...
its not easy to get into this state u18 too...
i still hav to fight for a last12 spot~ and its tough..
other than tht i already on with my friends xiaoxiong and james about a comp in subang
and its tough to allocate the timing~~!!

its between two choices now
forfeit my spot at selangor team
or
forfeit the subang comp with my frens~

if i forfeit selangor team..
i'll hav a easy path to play at the subang comp... it wil be easy.. and less work.. no training~~~~!!!
if forfeit subang comp.. its tougher~!!! im gonna hav to enter camp for 7days!!!
gonna be suffering... and summore the slot for the team is not guaranteed!!
haih!!
but think of the possibilities!! if i really get into selangor squad...
i'll be 16 and alr made it the selangor squad!
summore u noe la~~
if play for selangor.. will get a lot of benefits like jerseys t-shirts and so on so on~~~
haihz!!
but hard work and training is required...
and MY MOM is blocking me with FIREWALL =.=

Now I Learnt That There's Nothing EASY in LIFE

A long long holiday~

its been a long long time since i post.. haha
its the holidays!! well its quite bored at first... went to johor to visit my grandparents~
other than tht.. thr's ntg else special~

well wat i least expected was tht i got selected for selangor u18 last15 players...
b4 this happened, i agreed to play a comp called ISKL invitational tournament (international school of Kuala Lumpur)

i attended the first and second day...
but i dint attend the 3rd day and final day cos i had no transport (AMPANG ler!! DAM FAR!!)
i sent a msg to the coach regarding tht i will not be attending the competition and will not be attending his training camp after the tournament

wat i least expected was tht he wants me to join his training camp..
haha... he told me to attend the training camp and said tht he might need to bring an extra junior point guard to the u18 comp to get ready for the following years to come.. haha!!
i had no balls to reject.. and all i can do is agree =.=

this year's u18 maba comp wil be held at SABAH!!! woahh!! haha
hope i can perform well in the last15 training camp..
getting into the u18 selangor squad while im onli 16yrs old is gonna be a great achievement!!
=D

REJUVENATED!!!

I feel great!!! my knee feels tough!!
i can feel tht the muscle has been roughen up and strengthen!!
i starting to jump higher and higher!!
fully thx to the recovery!! ^^

next week exam would be finish... going jogging everyday ed!! haha
i wanna pick up where i left off... i wanna fly again.. hahaaa^^

Times Square Finalle And1

the day b4 and1, james and phunsym came over and stayed over night at my crib~
chatted and talk alot of crap till it was 4-4.30am onli slp~ haha
second day 6am wake up go KTM meet with all DNA ppl alr~ haha

met xiaoxiong at at KLcentral then together go TimesSquare frm there...
dint had any probs until the quartersfinals.. but james became lebron james wan block ppl then fell down and twisted his wrist during the last 32 or 16 rounds... Lol~~~~!!!
i see alr str8 headache~~ told me he cant shoot... i was scared as shit...
we bandaged it and hopefully he can play through the injury..

quarter finals we vs some old frens of mine from banting..
not a cha team.. i played at the post position and posted up a smaller guard...
xiaoxiong caught fire and hit his outside shot.. LOL!!
pointguard become center / center become shooter~ haha

the semifinals we did the same and went str8 to the finals~
the problem was~ we continuously played 4matches~
not even a breather~ str8 hav to rush to the next court for the next game..
during the finals... james' wrist still is ok...
but a KL player onli around 158cm-160cm was guarding me

i str8 went to the post... after a spin move.. i powerup..
str8 cramp!!!!!
hosei... 2vs3
from outside the court... all i can do was support...
james couldnt do much with his injured wrist...
and xiaoxiong amazingly blocked 2 balls in mid air~~ Fucktastic~!!
but 3vs2... we lost... sadly..

james and jeff(xiaoxiong) str8 told me not the bother about it...
because it was their first time winnin and1 also
wat are frens for? ^^

we'll be back and playing PBAcup together during november & december~
we enjoy playing together and learn a lot of stuffs together...

looking forward to meet u guys again =)

Sien-age REVOVERY

the day b4 ytd went for a 3v3.. me/jeff(xiaoxiong)/weijiun
lost because of referee decision? suan liao la...
i oso kena tipu... champion cash prize rm300 onli...
early early say cash prize rm600!!! tio tipu edi la! haha!!!

usj13 players.. i wait revenge... referee teamfoul oso can add wrong... kaolat...
haha... 1 yongshui person summore giv me punch in the face while he cut.. haha gongkia~~

me and jeff switch position... i post the smaller size defender...
DUWAN SAY ED LA!! the small size guy scare me until keep pull me.. push me.. whack me...
we do small action str8 foul... suan le la~~ its juz a warmup competition...
focus on next week timesquare and1...

nvm.. lost is a lost... learn from the mistake..
i can easily post till underbasket... but not strong enough to finish(cos pulling my hand la!!)
although get a foul.. but still a wasted opportunity to finish after a post move..
will lift more weights and empower my strenght!!!
im back form injury.. and will aim high!!

after the 3v3... me, jeff and weijiun AKA 3blind mice
haha.. cos we duno the way around subang summit area... still simply jalan...
blind following the blind... hit 3 dead ends... siao liao la... a easy 10minit route to summit...
can let us walk until 20-30minit... all sweating summore.. haha..

hospital

Morning addmaths class...
11am finish class str8 went off to hospital with my dad
went for x-ray.. doc said tht the gel supporting my knee-cap isnt very strong...
SURGERY or a some type of extra gel support injection on my knee
surgery may bring 99% of cure
but tht injection might hav some side-effects.. i've asked many specialist and people...
all said tht side effects may haunt me late on... haih~

i took the injection...
2 needles containing thick subtances...
I TELL U!!! i dint even dare look at my knee when injection being planted!!!!
FUCK UP DAM PAIN!!!! the needle actually hits the bone!!! FUCK !!!!!!
knee pain as hell~!~~!~!~!!! going to hav a huge huge huge sleep!!!! my knee very very pain...
2 injections on the left side of the knee cap
1 higher than another...
an experience i nvr wanna hav again....

god ohhh god~~~~~!!!

this is how my knee looks like after injection...
i alr took off the original wool.. cause it was full of blood... my knee can alr stretch and feels better... slightly sore onli...
maybe i'll go jogging or ply a bit of light bkb in the evening... but i'll promise to be carefull
Doctor's orders...

plan.. think.. maybe.. should be.. or???

had a conversation with my physiotherapy/bone specialist doctor...
after wat happen tht day...
might go for surgery on knee...
doctors recommendation~