Thursday, December 3, 2009

Now I Learnt That There's Nothing EASY in LIFE

im facing a real high difficulty!!
haihz.. my mom seems like doesnt wan me play this u18 state competition
cos its killing me, tiring me and the competition is at Sabah! she says its too far~~!!
haih haih haih!!
summore camp 7days at rawang.. she say too far???
wtf!? last time semenyih oso dint say anything??
maybe cause the fact tht now my knee having difficulties la.. haih~~!
mothers~~~... maybe its for my own good T.T

in other words...
its not easy to get into this state u18 too...
i still hav to fight for a last12 spot~ and its tough..
other than tht i already on with my friends xiaoxiong and james about a comp in subang
and its tough to allocate the timing~~!!

its between two choices now
forfeit my spot at selangor team
or
forfeit the subang comp with my frens~

if i forfeit selangor team..
i'll hav a easy path to play at the subang comp... it wil be easy.. and less work.. no training~~~~!!!
if forfeit subang comp.. its tougher~!!! im gonna hav to enter camp for 7days!!!
gonna be suffering... and summore the slot for the team is not guaranteed!!
haih!!
but think of the possibilities!! if i really get into selangor squad...
i'll be 16 and alr made it the selangor squad!
summore u noe la~~
if play for selangor.. will get a lot of benefits like jerseys t-shirts and so on so on~~~
haihz!!
but hard work and training is required...
and MY MOM is blocking me with FIREWALL =.=

Now I Learnt That There's Nothing EASY in LIFE

Monday, November 23, 2009

A long long holiday~

its been a long long time since i post.. haha
its the holidays!! well its quite bored at first... went to johor to visit my grandparents~
other than tht.. thr's ntg else special~

well wat i least expected was tht i got selected for selangor u18 last15 players...
b4 this happened, i agreed to play a comp called ISKL invitational tournament (international school of Kuala Lumpur)

i attended the first and second day...
but i dint attend the 3rd day and final day cos i had no transport (AMPANG ler!! DAM FAR!!)
i sent a msg to the coach regarding tht i will not be attending the competition and will not be attending his training camp after the tournament

wat i least expected was tht he wants me to join his training camp..
haha... he told me to attend the training camp and said tht he might need to bring an extra junior point guard to the u18 comp to get ready for the following years to come.. haha!!
i had no balls to reject.. and all i can do is agree =.=

this year's u18 maba comp wil be held at SABAH!!! woahh!! haha
hope i can perform well in the last15 training camp..
getting into the u18 selangor squad while im onli 16yrs old is gonna be a great achievement!!
=D

Thursday, October 29, 2009

REJUVENATED!!!

I feel great!!! my knee feels tough!!
i can feel tht the muscle has been roughen up and strengthen!!
i starting to jump higher and higher!!
fully thx to the recovery!! ^^

next week exam would be finish... going jogging everyday ed!! haha
i wanna pick up where i left off... i wanna fly again.. hahaaa^^

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Times Square Finalle And1

the day b4 and1, james and phunsym came over and stayed over night at my crib~
chatted and talk alot of crap till it was 4-4.30am onli slp~ haha
second day 6am wake up go KTM meet with all DNA ppl alr~ haha

met xiaoxiong at at KLcentral then together go TimesSquare frm there...
dint had any probs until the quartersfinals.. but james became lebron james wan block ppl then fell down and twisted his wrist during the last 32 or 16 rounds... Lol~~~~!!!
i see alr str8 headache~~ told me he cant shoot... i was scared as shit...
we bandaged it and hopefully he can play through the injury..

quarter finals we vs some old frens of mine from banting..
not a cha team.. i played at the post position and posted up a smaller guard...
xiaoxiong caught fire and hit his outside shot.. LOL!!
pointguard become center / center become shooter~ haha

the semifinals we did the same and went str8 to the finals~
the problem was~ we continuously played 4matches~
not even a breather~ str8 hav to rush to the next court for the next game..
during the finals... james' wrist still is ok...
but a KL player onli around 158cm-160cm was guarding me

i str8 went to the post... after a spin move.. i powerup..
str8 cramp!!!!!
hosei... 2vs3
from outside the court... all i can do was support...
james couldnt do much with his injured wrist...
and xiaoxiong amazingly blocked 2 balls in mid air~~ Fucktastic~!!
but 3vs2... we lost... sadly..

james and jeff(xiaoxiong) str8 told me not the bother about it...
because it was their first time winnin and1 also
wat are frens for? ^^

we'll be back and playing PBAcup together during november & december~
we enjoy playing together and learn a lot of stuffs together...

looking forward to meet u guys again =)

Monday, October 19, 2009

Sien-age REVOVERY

the day b4 ytd went for a 3v3.. me/jeff(xiaoxiong)/weijiun
lost because of referee decision? suan liao la...
i oso kena tipu... champion cash prize rm300 onli...
early early say cash prize rm600!!! tio tipu edi la! haha!!!

usj13 players.. i wait revenge... referee teamfoul oso can add wrong... kaolat...
haha... 1 yongshui person summore giv me punch in the face while he cut.. haha gongkia~~

me and jeff switch position... i post the smaller size defender...
DUWAN SAY ED LA!! the small size guy scare me until keep pull me.. push me.. whack me...
we do small action str8 foul... suan le la~~ its juz a warmup competition...
focus on next week timesquare and1...

nvm.. lost is a lost... learn from the mistake..
i can easily post till underbasket... but not strong enough to finish(cos pulling my hand la!!)
although get a foul.. but still a wasted opportunity to finish after a post move..
will lift more weights and empower my strenght!!!
im back form injury.. and will aim high!!

after the 3v3... me, jeff and weijiun AKA 3blind mice
haha.. cos we duno the way around subang summit area... still simply jalan...
blind following the blind... hit 3 dead ends... siao liao la... a easy 10minit route to summit...
can let us walk until 20-30minit... all sweating summore.. haha..

Sunday, October 11, 2009

hospital

Morning addmaths class...
11am finish class str8 went off to hospital with my dad
went for x-ray.. doc said tht the gel supporting my knee-cap isnt very strong...
SURGERY or a some type of extra gel support injection on my knee
surgery may bring 99% of cure
but tht injection might hav some side-effects.. i've asked many specialist and people...
all said tht side effects may haunt me late on... haih~

i took the injection...
2 needles containing thick subtances...
I TELL U!!! i dint even dare look at my knee when injection being planted!!!!
FUCK UP DAM PAIN!!!! the needle actually hits the bone!!! FUCK !!!!!!
knee pain as hell~!~~!~!~!!! going to hav a huge huge huge sleep!!!! my knee very very pain...

2 injections on the left side of the knee cap
1 higher than another...
an experience i nvr wanna hav again....

god ohhh god~~~~~!!!

this is how my knee looks like after injection...
i alr took off the original wool.. cause it was full of blood... my knee can alr stretch and feels better... slightly sore onli...
maybe i'll go jogging or ply a bit of light bkb in the evening... but i'll promise to be carefull
Doctor's orders...

plan.. think.. maybe.. should be.. or???

had a conversation with my physiotherapy/bone specialist doctor...
after wat happen tht day...
might go for surgery on knee...
doctors recommendation~

Friday, October 9, 2009

thx for the day... and the SECOND day LAUGHTER! haha

OCT 9TH

it was my bday...
i didnt really planned a party and juz wanted a simple bday dinner with my family at night
thx to sia and the "little fart wong" who planned a surprise party for me...
XDD... thx to everyone who came too.. LOL

the most surprising part was tht 12pm i was sleeping in sia's guest room
really really FAST asleep...
12pm there was onli few guest 3-5 guests onli... (adrian/chu/wong/sia/kesh)
around 2pm... i really sleep like a rock on sia's guest's room bed
everyone BARGED in the room and started singing birthday song...
was like 15-20 ppl all of the sudden... LOL... me woke up with my blur face..haha
after the song ended.. i dint even noe there was a birthday cake behind me..
everyone was like "the cake sean! blow the cake"
i was like? "CAKE? wat cake?" haha...

OCT 10TH !!!! (FUN PART)


me wenyang and chuakyle stayed over at sia's place...
we went to sia's shop at 9am then went for breakfast...
on our way back from breakfast~ we were walking by the roadside...
i was walking infront and saw a SMALL PIECE of DOG CRAP on the floor...
i dint warned kyle,yang,sia about it...

Sia was talking to chuakyle... and as he slowly approaches the crap...
i started saying "yes yes YES!!!"
all 3 of them were blur and start looking at me...
then "PIACK!!!!!" sia stepped on dog crap! hahaha
me started celebrating and shouting "YES YES YES"
yang and chuakyle was laughing like dog asses... and so was i... hahaha

THX FOR THE BIRTHDAY PARTY
AND
A GOOD LAUGH THE DAY AFTER xD
SIA MING HSIEN! thx thx thx =)

Thursday, October 8, 2009

WTF

the whole pmr weekend... tuition.. haha... addmaths and accounts... hopeully get improving results la. LOL
this morning went for a slow jog.. and went shoot ball... 7-8am onli... 8am rained... and 8.30 had addmaths class

just before im prepared to go home frm court... i tried to dunk.. my leg was in good jumping condition so i tried.. y not rite?
i jumped the highest... the ball entered... nicely... 2 hands...
came down.. my previously badly injured knee cracked sideways left-right... then straighten back up...
WTF?!?!
i landed by 1 leg - with my right knee (previously injured wan)
cric-crack~ is wat i heard... wtH man!

sitting under the basket waiting for the pain to relief... the uncles and aunties jogging all looking at me...
it was about to rain.. i can still walk back to my home...
i cant believe ntg serios happened..

i proceeded with my classes then slpt until 6pm...
now it feels better... but i'll nvr simply jump again... EVER!!!!

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

i duno y? but yes... LOL

im back blogging now onwards... haha!!
its been like 3-4months since i last blogged...
well, im back and will start blogging again... =)

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Holidays started

got exam or no exam oso same same for me... LOL
nt sure how many subjects i may fail... Dam!! lol

anyway.. holidays started d...
and all of my 2 months training and suffering at Semenyih comes to this...
i'll be spending my next two weeks of holiday at Raub, Pahang representing Selangor!!!
Speculations might confirm tht i MIGHT be the shortest player in this whole competition..
lol... i wont be at home this whole holidays... zZzz
so this Will be my final post until i come back... Haha

anyway hope Selangor can get good results during this Lum Mun Chak Cup...
SELANGOR FIGHT!! =)

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Grande Paolo Maldini!!!



Ac Milan - Soccer Legend Paolo Maldini has Retired...
The Most capped player for Italy...
The One-Club-Man for Ac Milan... Captain of their Hearts...
Captain of Italy 1994-2002...

7 Times Serie A League Champion
1 Time Coppa Italia Champion
5 Time SuperCoppa Italiana
5 Time Uefa SuperCup Champion
1 Time FIFA world Club Champion
and....................
5 TIMES UEFA CHAMPIONS LEAGUE WINNER

Age 16 started his career...
ended at Age 40!!

Grande Paolo!
Grande Paolo Maldini..........




Sunday, May 17, 2009

Selangor Team's Off-Day!!!

MSSS champion.. lol... stay at hotel oo.. haha.. nice nice
tuesday stay until friday
then friday after final stay back continue go to selangor camp until sunday...
@.@ pening pening!!!

saturday's sultancup match VS jalan tiga... (selangor's no1 malay team)
we won them by? 82-56 ??? hahaha... lol... a match we wont forget...
B-E-A-utiful! match!!
after match... coach told us tht we would cancel sunday's training... and go swimming!

and we tot go to swiming pool...
mana tahu bring us to the top of semenyih mountain... @.@
took us around 40minits to climb up the mountain... onli can reach the waterfall... LOL


THIS IS THE BOTTOM... making our way to the top


HALF way to the top... HOHO!!!!


the water was cold and clear...
DAM NICE!!!! all of us had lots of fun.. LOL
slowly move up stream of the river... looking for the waterfall...

THE RIVER... Lol? Anaconda!!!! lolz


looking for the waterfall... careful careful... haha


Us playing at the waterfall... others went "exploring" haha
karhei, ahchen, ks, wongpiu, hau, Sean
ahchen acting cute... hahaha


karhei and karwai ROMANCE!!! LOL...
look at the river flow... woooooohoo


at the river... some of us still catch prawns, crabs and some small fish..
our coach still teach us how to catch the fish... Lol...
catch until half a bottle of water is full of sea-creatures... haha

biasa we all play until splash here splash there...
so freaking COLd the water there... the power of mothernature...Lol

in the end...
play until dam tiring d... still hav to slowly walk down hill... @.@
Suddenly, shuoshen and ahchen de feet kena suck by LEECHES!!!
dam geli...
haha.. the uncle still say... got two option...
either u wanna pull the leech out... then ur blood keep flow...
or u wan me pee on ur feet... the leech auto-matic come off...
hahahaha
both of them faster choose option1... hahahaha

we still catch the leeches and put them under the burning sun
suddenly... a leech cannot tahan under the sun and BURST!!! dam... geli!!!!!

after tht coach drive us back to our shop-house and rest...
then!! DISMISS.... all go back home... hahahaha
lol... =D

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

BACK FROM INJURY

back from injury.. missed last 3 sultancup matches and 1 frenly for selangor team...
now looking forward to the next game this saturday...
woohoo.. LOL...
next week MSSS at semenyih.. @.@ vs sepang and hulu selangor...
LMC grouping i heard tht we vs SABAH n PERLIS... omg?????????
LOL y we state grouping so cantik wan! walan...
better improve our game... LOL...

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Training until the KILLING WEATHER....

walao er.. nowadays 6pm de sun oso like 12pm de sun... so freaking hot...
my knee is better but hav to wear protection for a few months until the bone brusing stops...
hav to attend physiotherapy every 2 days... haih SUX!

Daerah Klang Team for MSSS training started d...
9am-11am then 3pm-5pm
WALAO.. the sun is like... 2km away from the earth onli...
run run until the bottom of my shoe oso like on fire... hot like siao!

haha... first time training after my "incident" at sultan cup
first time exercising with the freaking mekanism on my knee... LOL...
feels so different with tht thing on my knee... but at least it will protect me..

me, ks & zuming all oso kena klang team final 12 players d...
this year MSSS at SEMENYIH play AGAIN~...
THE EXACT same court i train for LMC and play for SultanCup09
duno y god wants me to go there everyday... @.@

Sunday, April 19, 2009

1 ball = almost forever nonid touch bkb d... SCARE of my LIFE

SultanCup 09 second match vs SAKURA team...

一面倒的球賽... of course we WIN la...

But... i could onli attend 2 quarters of the game... 1 of the most scariest things happened to me....
i did not play first quarter... me, KarHei, ZuMing & ShuoShen all juz be bench player for first quarter
2nd quarter... wining 10+ pts d...
me, ShuoShen and KarHei play liao..

THEN... Tragedy!!
1 ball i become last man... the opponent from throw a long underball pass
i from freethrow line jump... my opponent was underbasket...
i jump to the max... touch the ball by bits....
LOST my Balance... fell FACE FIRST to the floor...

by then.. i lost complete consicienceness! couldnt move a muscle... couldnt speak...
i regain half consicienceness after 10-15minits...
but onli my left hand and left leg is moving..
i could not move anything else... including my neck...
i couldnt be carried out of the court...
ppl were too worried tht i may hav break sumthing...
so everyone surrounded the court...
my coach and helpers called an AMBULANCE...

[goverment service... wait until the victim die onli the ambulance will reach wan....]
my face was full of BLOOD... my right knee is unmovable....
i was lying there for AN HOUR... waiting for stupid ambulance
str8 to KAJANG HOSPITAL emergency room...
and lucky no harm was to my body... my knee Bongkak bigger than my fist... ==

KarHei's mother was video taping the match on Camera...
she manage to caught the incident....
but... it is quite a harsh thing to watch...
i turned 180degree in the air and smashed down to the ground
i prefer not to upload the video...
but i will upload the pic when i jump the highest......


LOOKS Air Jordan? i am the yellow shirt guy... i fell face first..... str8 to the hospital...


i cant move my leg now... sienz...

WHEN i fall... all i rmb is... the impact was loud!
spectator shouted "WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO"
then i pengsan d... ==
haih... the scariest thing ever...

Sunday, April 12, 2009

BolaBalingMSSD / SultanCup09

ACS Bola Baling... 7th-9th April

LOST~ during quarter finals... sien!! keeper ar keeper....... haih.. lolz... nvm...
my brother's futsal boots... become slipper... hahaha... threw away d...
the padang like pig farm... all MUD.... no Grass...
reach home giv him kan like sohai... lol
BUT nvm... he took my addidas bkb shoe go play futsal until rosak d...
now his futsal boots giv me go play bola baling oso rosak!
so we are even!!!!! xD

Semenyih/LMC Selangor training/SultanCup09
11th-12th April (saturday-sunday)


7.45pm our game vs semenyih BA...
7.45pm me, kharshen & zu ming reach Semenyih Basketball Court~~!
just in time.... y so late???
cos reach KL central... go makan first... eat until 6.30pm
sit KTM to Kajang already 7pm
frm Kajang Sit TAXI to semenyih town... rm20...
but... our sohai driver... fetch me,ks,zuming + 1 malay gal...
fetch the malay gal to Kajang Hospital... 7.20pm already...

THEN!!!!! go Pump Petrol............ pump until 7.30pm....
From Kajang reach Semenyih court... 7.45pm
Ngam Ngam both teams start to lineup shake hands.... LOLz
pay the fuking driver his money... then chiong like ferrari to the court...
coach dint ask for anything... jz giv us our Jersey... NIKE~!!!! woooo.. lolzzz

then i heard... KS not playing today... i was like WTF!!!!! CB!!!!
we from klang rush come.... and my own DNA player not even in TEAM??? FUCK!!!!
coach say cos he last week dint come training... and next game he will play...
he was like in no mood....

FIRST QUARTER...
first 5 [karhei, xinku, Anthony, Karwai, PakSong]
me & zuming sit bench cos havent warm up....
End Of First Quarter:
Semenyih BA 32-12 Selangor Youth
o.O

SECOND QUARTER...
[SEAN!!!! ZUMING!!! khogilan, karhei, ahchen]
woohoo... enter 4 3pts in a row xD~~ first wan was from almost half court...
No more time on the shotclock... i juz throw.... chop~~ lolz.... hehe...
END Of Second Quarter:
Semenyih BA 45-40 Selangor Youth

THIRD QUARTER...
[ahchen, Anthony, xinku, karwai, shuoshen]
DIE DIE DIE....
coach said:
"second quarter de players catch up to 5pts arr.... dun lose so much pts.."
i dun think they listened.....
summore start to lose pts liao... still duwan giv 2nd quarter players play...
CBBBBB!!!!!
End Of Third Quarter
Semenyih BA 67-48 Selangor Youth
o.O!!!!!

Fouth Quarter...
[Sean, Zuming, Khogilan, shuoshen, karhei]
erhem!!!
A GAME THT WE WORKED SO HARD TO CHASE...
NOW LOSING BY 20PTS....

WHO HAV THE FUCKING MOOD TO PLAY????
End Of GAME
Semenyih BA 88-72 Selangor Youth

WAT A DISASTER!!!! STUPID STUPID GAME....
no mood at all!!!!
if ks had played tht game... we would hav had a chance on winning...
AT LEAST HE HAS MORE EXPERIENCE SINCE ME AND HIM ALWAYS HAD PLAYED WITH ADULTS MANY TIMES RITE?!??!!?
those other sohai hold the ball as if the ball was a TICKING BOMB....
haih... DISASTER.... DISASTER....

anyway... KS performed well in Sunday's training session.... he better get selected...
or else i really REGRET playing SELANGOR TEAM this YEAR!!!!

MSSD STARTS TOMORROW!!!!!!!!
ACS! FIGHT!!!!!

Sunday, April 5, 2009

back from Semenyih!! LMC training...

karhei!!!! 你欠我人情!!!
mahai arr... this week... im the onli klang player to go LMC trainin...
the day b4 need enter training camp... karhei sms me:
sean... i sit LRT frm PJ to KL central... i'll meet u there at 7.50pm...

i reached there on time! 7.45pm!!! i reach d...
call his farking phone... 8-10 times... no ppl answer...
selangor coach call me... i oso freaking paiseh to tell him tht i'll be late because waiting for my good good fren...
8.10pm... he finally call me back... i say i reach d...
he say... im still at pj... now sit LRT come KL central....
O.o!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

8pm-9.15pm... sat down at MCDonalds waiting for him...
he came in to mcdonalds and saw me... his first words was
"OI stop playing phone lor!! we're late alr!!!"
WTF???? then he smile and say "sry la sry la sry la...." lolz... i cant tahan tht joker.....

reach semenyih... all other players all see us walk in... all suan us kao kao...
"wahhh two captains come latest oso nvm wan lar.... captain can do this can do tht..."
lucky coach understand our situation... and coach oso understand tht i was on time... but KARHEI WASNT!!!! loLzzzz

this week's traning sessions all on wat??? SHOOTING....
sounds fun???? NO!!!!!!!!!!!!
each session shoot 300 3pts onli can dismiss.... mahai arrrr shoot until wrist oso need put counterpain
all together got around 1000+++ shots... @.@!!!

lucky my result second best.... percentage 62% out of shots per session...
haha... guess who first??? karhei... niama... he near 70% every 300 shots...
O.o!!! SIAOLANG!!!!!














meet my fren... KhoGilan!!! lol...
banyak pandai main bola punya...
dun play play arr!!!


SULTAN CUP09 starts next saturday!! hope selangor youth team will do our best!!!

SELANGOR FIGHT!!!!

Thursday, April 2, 2009

THE HARD LIFE....

Zzz... let me tell u my schedule...

march:
- every weekend hav to go for LMC cup selangor training sessions at SEMENYIH!!! stay there for 3days two nights.... freaking tired
- last two weeks of march... everymorning at sch training...
April:
- same same... every weekend SEMENYIH again... stay there 3 days two nights... friday-sunday... siens!!!
- april 7th: MSSD BOLA BALING
- april 13th: MSSD BASKETBALL KLANG
- april 11th-may+++ : SULTAN PIALA!!! hav to go semenyih for game summore...
- notice tht all the dates all close together....
May:
- every weekend selangor training again... same same 3days 2 nights...
- IF KENA KLANG TEAM FOR MSSS... EVERYDAY TRAINING OSO....
June:
- die DIE die!!
- SELANGOR TRAININ STOPS... Y? BECAUSE.... ITS TIME FOR LMC ALR!!!!
- 1st of june: stay at kuantan/pahang for 12 days... for inter state competition LMC cup!!
- mid of june: QING NIAN BEI!!! every night got game summore... die la die

PPL SAY... I SHOULD BE HAPPY... I HAVING CHANCES THT NOT MUCH PPL HAS...
well... i nvr felt this pressured and stress becuase OF BASKETBALL...
my my... gonna faint.... this 3 months... nonid study d la.... walan~~~

funny thing is... when i was form1 or form2...
im dying to train and improve juz to get selected for selangor...
now i not onli made it to selangor team... im co-captain of selangor...
and its stress like hell.... training is tiring... shyt man...

it aint easy being me... im under so much stress...
plus!!!! my injury isnt good either... both my knees cant support my body...
im getting check-up frm doctor every 3 days... painkillers weakens me.... haih~!!

IS FOLLOWING UR DREAMS REALLY THT HARD???
YES......

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

a MVP? or a *hole?

dam... i feel like an idiot...
hav been training for whole week... weekends hav to go semenyih for state training every week...
gosh im tired~

darn i feel like an real a*Hole~... a frenly against chunghua private... i elbowed a man in his face hard... without a sry...
well... he deserved it after the small things tht happened early during match we had....
anyway i elbowed tht guy hard... after he chested me... and i juz walk away... with a smile...
is tht wat i should be doing??? gosh

another case?? well a match between gladiators mayb... acs vs batu unjur
i dun see win or lose...
i dun feel like a mvp cos i always caused damage to other ppl....
GEez my head is turning... haih...

anyway against batu unjur... i could hav smashed a guy's face straight to the floor...
he was lucky tht i missed kick his ankles while he was taking a jumpshot...
darn... i did this because??? of her??? shes not even worth it...
after i did it... i was again with all smiles.... which is not the way for me to be acting... ==

after tht match... night time... i receive msgs from a fren saying tht... u do notice tht u are juz injuring him because he has sumthing tht u dun hav??
i came to my senses..... i was thinking... ya... i am elbowing him cos i am jealous of him?? so wat im a better bkb player thn him?? doesnt mean i hav the power to injure or to hurt ppl with my experience on doing it... hiahzzzzz

well.. tht night i sent my sincere apologies to him... and he was a great guy about it...
although i hav apologized i still dun feel right...
i should be playing bkb and letting ppl look up to me....
but in the end... im doing this..??